Thursday, July 15, 2010

Check This Out

Check this out. I mean check this out. Last week this woman in her 50's came in with a toothache. She said her tooth was loose. No kidding right. She declined to have it extracted (or plucked out). She was in my chair today. She has some psychiatric issues. Her previous dentist had tried to explain that her teeth had a potential of falling out. I am not sure of her history but her maxillary roots are cut short. There is hardware in here sinus. So I wonder if she had an accident in her early teens due to canine roots being normal but 1st premolars are blunted as are 7-10. Back to mental case. She wanted her teeth clean. She would not allow xrays. We had a pano from 2003 and the teeth looked bad then. The lower anterior teeth are a mess. She is missing 23-24 but no space. Ortho had shifted everything forward. I start probing and I am getting 4-6 mm pockets with 4-9 mm recession. It is crazy. Mobility everywhere! ! ! I know if I clean the wall of calculus on the lower anterior those teeth will fall out. I mean that front one moves when air passes when she talks. I do not know how she eats. Yikes. She was insistent I clean her teeth. She needed SRP. I stayed above the gum line and it was killing me. I did not touch 8-9 or 22-27. It was the worst cleaning I ever did. But hey check out that xray! ! ! Can you believe it?

For all non-dental geeks the xray is of the center top teeth. The nub on the right is the tooth on the left in the patients mouth. The root of that tooth has been destroyed and is no longer in the bone. Nothing is holding that tooth in this woman's head except for gum tissue which is why the tooth moves when she talks. It is like a child who is loosing their front teeth it gets more and more unstable until it falls out.

Monday, July 12, 2010

So Proud

Andrea leaves in the morning. It has been great having someone to go to movies and to site-see with. I have enjoyed our time. During the week I went to work and left Andrea home to sweat in my non-air conditioned apartment on the third floor. It was sweltering. It was 100 degrees outside and 92 inside. I had purchased a small room air conditioner for my bedroom. I tried to install it. I failed the first night. I was so hot. I was sweating and hot and irritated. So I went for a drive and cranked the music and air conditioning in my truck as high as it could go. The next day I came home from work and was able to think clearly and install it. I even cut the plexi-glass myself and placed it in my window with Andrea's help. This little box can kick out the cool air. But only for my bedroom. It does not have enough power in it's little frame to cool the entire house but I can handle it. I will live in my room and be happy. I am quite proud of myself that I was able to figure it out. I have never been a handy person. To me it was a great accomplishment.

Andrea's Visit

My friend Andrea came to visit me. She came on July 1st. It was raining. I took her up to Rocky Butte in Portland during the rain. I looked stoned but trust me I was not. Rocky Butte was dark and rainy and the pictures did not turn out well. But trust me it is a wonderful place to view the city.                      The next day we went to Yakima Washington to visit Emily. We celebrated July 3-4 with her. It was a cultural experience. So many toothless wonders. So many hillbillies. We enjoyed the races at the Speedway and Church. Emily drove up to this building and I asked where we were-Hawaii? she laughed and said she thought the same thing when she saw the church for the first time. I promised not to make fun of a House of God so that is all I will say on this amazing structure.
 Sunday Andrea and I went to the coast. We stopped at Rockaway Beach and saw this jellyfish. He looked dead so we left him alone just to make sure.
Andrea was surprised at the cold temperature of the water of the Oregon Coast. It is chilly that is for sure.This morning we went across this amazingly fun bridge that separates Oregon from Washington. It spans the Columbia River. This is where the Columbia River empties into the ocean. It was such a wonderful sight to me. I was fascinated.  The bridge was so fun and worth the drive over and back

Today we were at the beach in Seaside. It is my favorite beach just because I can drive on it. I sit in my truck until I see the spot I want and then get out and play. It is so lazy and wonderful! So Seaside beach was experiencing a frenzy today. These little herring fishes were swarming onto the shore. It was making the birds crazy! One of the locals drove up and explained the situation to us.He said the herring swim in and the birds go nuts. Then if you are lucky you can see some whales. We did not see any whales.
But it sure was fun to see all the birds and to see the fish.
I personally loved the pelicans. They were beautiful to me. They would stand in the fore front of the bird brigade.
Then they would swoop off and scoop up water and fish. It was a spectacular sight. I loved it.
So the pelicans are the larger darker birds seen here with the sea gulls.
The pelicans flying off reminded me of the end of Jurassic Park. With the music and the success of escaping from the deadly dinosaurs.I also realized that once again the coast was cloudy and dark and dismal but still wonderful.
Every time I go to the coast I realize how much I miss it and how much I love it.
I wonder what my future holds. I wonder if I will be able to stay here in Portland and for how long. I wonder if I will ever live this close to an ocean ever again in my life. It is hard not knowing the future. If you know how to get insite let me know!

Friday, July 02, 2010

Ode to Chocolate Creaminess

Oh Utah Truffle how I love you.
This is my love. It is cool, dark, creamy and completely satisfying.
I found these packets of love when I lived in Cedar City Utah. They quickly became my rescue chocolate. Rescue chocolate is the emergency chocolate stashed for those urgent moments where chocolate is required. When I moved to Oregon it was one of the luxuries that I missed.
One day I went to Deseret Book in Lake Oswego, Oregon and discovered that they sold these little high calorie bits of joy. I bought 2. I went back the next day due to Dan trying it and loving them also. The store was out of the mint flavor. It was heart breaking. Since then when I am in the neighborhood I stop by the store to stock up on this emergency ration. Sometimes they have mint sometimes not. When they do I purchase 5-6. I feel like such a closet hoarder.
Today I went book shopping and looked for mint bars. There was not a single one. I asked when they were going to get some more and after further investigation it was reported that due to the heat of the season no more shipments will be arriving until fall.
WHAT?
I had heard about refrigerated trucks but I guess they must be an urban legend.
How am I supposed to live without my security chocolate reserve....it is a good thing I have two bars in my fridge at home.
I am glad I am a secret hoarder

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Soap Box

Kymberly and I went to The Lion King  in Portland last night. It was beautiful and wonderful. It was so good to see live theater again. I have missed it very much since leaving Cedar City. Kym and I had a great dinner before the show. We went to Mortons The Steakhouse. It was such an experience. The menu was a visual menu. They showed us the steaks and lobster that were the largest I have ever seen in my life. So Kym and I decided to share a steak. It was cooked perfectly and seasoned just right. We also had steamed asparagus. It was perfect. After the play we went back to Mortons and had a creme brule. It too was perfect.It was a great night full of conversation and talent.
Friday morning I went to the courthouse to get the official divorce decree so I can get my name changed. It was harder than expected. I almost did not go get it. I cried and cried. It was harder than I anticipated. I kept yelling at myself to just go to the courthouse and get the papers so I can move on with my life. I wanted to procrastinate it but decided I did not want to cry anymore. So I went. I was not able to go to the DMV or Social Sec Office because I took too much time crying ha ha ha.
I ended up going into work on Friday for about 3 hours. We are interviewing yet another front office person. We have not had good luck. It has been hard. Our books are a mess. The charts are a mess. I am a mess. I now know how to take payments and print walkouts and all that stuff I have not had to do. It is good for me. Anyway Friday Dr M wanted Kym and I to have lunch with a woman he wants to hire. He wants to make sure we can work with her. She is nice. But Kym likes the temp we have had for a week better. Both are looking for work. The job market is so tough right now. I cannot believe it.
I have been feeling pressure to move to Utah but I am really worried about the job market there. I do not think I would find a better office. And I know they would not pay me what I am making here in Portland. Lets face it, Utah dentists are cheap of the cheap. I mean here in Portland they pay their receptionists $20 and their assistants $30. But they also charge $350 per quad SRP. I don't know what to do. Going to The Lion King made me lonely. We sat by two couples who were just cute and affectionate. Their love made me jealous. I am sick to death of being alone. I think I am amazing. I know how to have fun, be frugal, cook food, clean house, bargain shop, work hard, . . . and on and on. So just because my body size is larger than Hollywood portrays and the media expects men wont even look at me. Except Dan. I still have to fight him off, literally-not even 2 hours ago. Ugh. Why? There must be some other defect i am overlooking because I have dated tons and met tons of men. None are ever interested. It hurts my heart. I wish I could find a man who chooses to follow the LDS standards who is decent and good. It really is harder than it looks. My counselor told me that the men in my demographic are a mess. He is speaking about men in my age and my religion. Part of me wants to say forget religion and date whoever makes me happy and treats me right, works hard and contributes to society instead of draining it. Well enough soap box today.  

Sunday, June 20, 2010

The Great State of Washington

This is Leavenworth Washington. It is a little German tourist trap. I loved every minute of my visit here! I drove up to Yakima WA Friday afternoon to visit my friend Emily. She graduated from hygiene school a year after I did. She has been and always will be a good friend. She has been working as a commissioned officer for the Indian Health Services. Her job is a tough one. She does SRP more often than a regular prophy. This means she cleans really really dirty mouths.  Most of her patients are diabetic, asthmatic, overweight possibly alcoholic and drug dependant. She takes each patient and does her best to give them the care they receive free due to being Native Americans. Imagine the attitude of the patients who do not have to pay or care about their teeth. The white guys will take care and fix it....What a hard job. It is very difficult to get her patients to even brush their teeth so forget about a proxy brush or floss. .  .
I digress, Saturday Emily and I woke and left for a lovely drive to Leavenworth. This is Emily in her glory with just a sample of the wonderful flowers all around.

These little shops were filled with Bavarian Chocolate, Danish pastry, German beer. Just a view of the mountains and the treesI thought that this view was amazing.there is a peak behind the clouds that was beautiful covered in snow.Leavenworth is nestled in between some grand and beautiful mountain peaks. I can only imagine the winter wonderland this creates.The scenery was just so romantic and Sound of Music-y.
Emily and I stopped for lunch at Cafe Chrisa. It was absolutely wonderful. I had spatzel and schnitzel. Emily had a Ruben with German potato salad. I tried her selections and loved them. . . even the potato salad. It was full of vinegar and yumminess. I caved and bought a cinnamon roll loaf. It is amazing and gooey and I have a feeling it will make delish french toast tomorrow.
I saw many deer and one buck. The forest we drove through was so beautiful. Not mossy like Oregon forest. My heart is tender and I was really in a nostalgic romantic mood and this drive was wonderfully perfect from the birds to the wildflowers to the sun and the rain.
Speaking of rain. Saturday night Emily and I planned on attending the Speedway to watch speed races. But rain cancelled the races. So we went to the raceway--dirt track. We waited 90 minutes and they cancelled it also. But those 90 minutes were great fun. The cars were trying to get around the track for warm up and no one could make it without getting stuck. Even the big CAT got stuck on every turn. There was mud flying everywhere. It was pretty entertaining. They would not give us a refund only a rain check for next weekend. Weird policy.This is a picture of hop plants. Hops is used to make beer. I am not a drinker but I find these plants fascinating. Look how they grow up the strings. That has to be labor intensive for the farmer.Then there are wires on top of the strings and the hops grow over then down. When they grow down they are ripe and ready for harvest. This spring has been unusually cool and wet so the hops have not had much of a chance to grow. I love how these fields look. Emily told me that they smell pretty bad when they are more mature. I can only imagine. I will have to venture up this fall to experience it myself.
All in all it was a wonderful weekend. I got hurt by my past. I decided to date other people. All I want is an LDS man who tries his best to live the life he covenanted and chose to live. Believe it or not it is a hard thing to find. Time will tell. I am still planning on seeing Josh all I can but I am going to date as many men as it takes.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Differences in Probes?

Introducing the Marquis probe. This is my probe of choice. The probe is a very important instrument for dental hygienists. I use mine every patient every time. I never knew there was a difference in probing devices. One of my first weeks at Dr M office he asked me if I liked the Marquis probe. I told him honestly that I did not have an opinion. Well February 2010 I developed an opinion. I love the Marquis probe. Since discovering my stance on the subject my co-workers have teased me and teased me for taking my sweet time forming an opinion on this subject. I took over a year to decide.
What makes this probe ideal for sinking into pockets? I am not sure all I know is that it really and truly does slip into the sulcus with ease. I hate it when I probe and my dr asks what is going at the distal of 2 and I say 4 mm pocketing and he probes and gets 6. Ugh. So embarrassing. Well that is all I have to say on the matter of probes. Alien probing will be discussed later.