Check this out. I mean check this out. Last week this woman in her 50's came in with a toothache. She said her tooth was loose. No kidding right. She declined to have it extracted (or plucked out). She was in my chair today. She has some psychiatric issues. Her previous dentist had tried to explain that her teeth had a potential of falling out. I am not sure of her history but her maxillary roots are cut short. There is hardware in here sinus. So I wonder if she had an accident in her early teens due to canine roots being normal but 1st premolars are blunted as are 7-10. Back to mental case. She wanted her teeth clean. She would not allow xrays. We had a pano from 2003 and the teeth looked bad then. The lower anterior teeth are a mess. She is missing 23-24 but no space. Ortho had shifted everything forward. I start probing and I am getting 4-6 mm pockets with 4-9 mm recession. It is crazy. Mobility everywhere! ! ! I know if I clean the wall of calculus on the lower anterior those teeth will fall out. I mean that front one moves when air passes when she talks. I do not know how she eats. Yikes. She was insistent I clean her teeth. She needed SRP. I stayed above the gum line and it was killing me. I did not touch 8-9 or 22-27. It was the worst cleaning I ever did. But hey check out that xray! ! ! Can you believe it?
For all non-dental geeks the xray is of the center top teeth. The nub on the right is the tooth on the left in the patients mouth. The root of that tooth has been destroyed and is no longer in the bone. Nothing is holding that tooth in this woman's head except for gum tissue which is why the tooth moves when she talks. It is like a child who is loosing their front teeth it gets more and more unstable until it falls out.
The words, feelings, thoughts and opinions expressed here do reflect the views of me, a simple complicated woman. Be kind.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
So Proud
Andrea's Visit
I wonder what my future holds. I wonder if I will be able to stay here in Portland and for how long. I wonder if I will ever live this close to an ocean ever again in my life. It is hard not knowing the future. If you know how to get insite let me know!
Friday, July 02, 2010
Ode to Chocolate Creaminess
This is my love. It is cool, dark, creamy and completely satisfying.
I found these packets of love when I lived in Cedar City Utah. They quickly became my rescue chocolate. Rescue chocolate is the emergency chocolate stashed for those urgent moments where chocolate is required. When I moved to Oregon it was one of the luxuries that I missed.
One day I went to Deseret Book in Lake Oswego, Oregon and discovered that they sold these little high calorie bits of joy. I bought 2. I went back the next day due to Dan trying it and loving them also. The store was out of the mint flavor. It was heart breaking. Since then when I am in the neighborhood I stop by the store to stock up on this emergency ration. Sometimes they have mint sometimes not. When they do I purchase 5-6. I feel like such a closet hoarder.
Today I went book shopping and looked for mint bars. There was not a single one. I asked when they were going to get some more and after further investigation it was reported that due to the heat of the season no more shipments will be arriving until fall.
WHAT?
I had heard about refrigerated trucks but I guess they must be an urban legend.
How am I supposed to live without my security chocolate reserve....it is a good thing I have two bars in my fridge at home.
I am glad I am a secret hoarder
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Soap Box
Friday morning I went to the courthouse to get the official divorce decree so I can get my name changed. It was harder than expected. I almost did not go get it. I cried and cried. It was harder than I anticipated. I kept yelling at myself to just go to the courthouse and get the papers so I can move on with my life. I wanted to procrastinate it but decided I did not want to cry anymore. So I went. I was not able to go to the DMV or Social Sec Office because I took too much time crying ha ha ha.
I ended up going into work on Friday for about 3 hours. We are interviewing yet another front office person. We have not had good luck. It has been hard. Our books are a mess. The charts are a mess. I am a mess. I now know how to take payments and print walkouts and all that stuff I have not had to do. It is good for me. Anyway Friday Dr M wanted Kym and I to have lunch with a woman he wants to hire. He wants to make sure we can work with her. She is nice. But Kym likes the temp we have had for a week better. Both are looking for work. The job market is so tough right now. I cannot believe it.
I have been feeling pressure to move to Utah but I am really worried about the job market there. I do not think I would find a better office. And I know they would not pay me what I am making here in Portland. Lets face it, Utah dentists are cheap of the cheap. I mean here in Portland they pay their receptionists $20 and their assistants $30. But they also charge $350 per quad SRP. I don't know what to do. Going to The Lion King made me lonely. We sat by two couples who were just cute and affectionate. Their love made me jealous. I am sick to death of being alone. I think I am amazing. I know how to have fun, be frugal, cook food, clean house, bargain shop, work hard, . . . and on and on. So just because my body size is larger than Hollywood portrays and the media expects men wont even look at me. Except Dan. I still have to fight him off, literally-not even 2 hours ago. Ugh. Why? There must be some other defect i am overlooking because I have dated tons and met tons of men. None are ever interested. It hurts my heart. I wish I could find a man who chooses to follow the LDS standards who is decent and good. It really is harder than it looks. My counselor told me that the men in my demographic are a mess. He is speaking about men in my age and my religion. Part of me wants to say forget religion and date whoever makes me happy and treats me right, works hard and contributes to society instead of draining it. Well enough soap box today.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
The Great State of Washington
I digress, Saturday Emily and I woke and left for a lovely drive to Leavenworth. This is Emily in her glory with just a sample of the wonderful flowers all around.
I saw many deer and one buck. The forest we drove through was so beautiful. Not mossy like Oregon forest. My heart is tender and I was really in a nostalgic romantic mood and this drive was wonderfully perfect from the birds to the wildflowers to the sun and the rain.
All in all it was a wonderful weekend. I got hurt by my past. I decided to date other people. All I want is an LDS man who tries his best to live the life he covenanted and chose to live. Believe it or not it is a hard thing to find. Time will tell. I am still planning on seeing Josh all I can but I am going to date as many men as it takes.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Differences in Probes?
Introducing the Marquis probe. This is my probe of choice. The probe is a very important instrument for dental hygienists. I use mine every patient every time. I never knew there was a difference in probing devices. One of my first weeks at Dr M office he asked me if I liked the Marquis probe. I told him honestly that I did not have an opinion. Well February 2010 I developed an opinion. I love the Marquis probe. Since discovering my stance on the subject my co-workers have teased me and teased me for taking my sweet time forming an opinion on this subject. I took over a year to decide. What makes this probe ideal for sinking into pockets? I am not sure all I know is that it really and truly does slip into the sulcus with ease. I hate it when I probe and my dr asks what is going at the distal of 2 and I say 4 mm pocketing and he probes and gets 6. Ugh. So embarrassing. Well that is all I have to say on the matter of probes. Alien probing will be discussed later.
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