Jessica was jealous of the band-aids Eiryanna had so the nurse gave her a pink one. Then she was pouting in the hall. She was just wonderful. She behaved so well on the long drive (even with a 10 hour delay in Cheyenne due to freeway closures from storms). She did great in the 'hopsital'. All in all it was a great weekend. The girls are great. I dont think I will have to be the evil step mom. These girls are amazing! They are wonderful and I am excited to get to know them better.
Being a step-mom is freaking me out. I just do not know what to do. I hate the negative feelings I have. I hate the inkiness of dealing with an ex-wife and ex-girlfriend. I hate being judged. I hate worrying if the mom's are worried releasing their children into our care. I hate the unknown.
I hate even more that my mom had her gall bladder out yesterday and I was not there. I hate that my brother from Georgia is there and I am not seeing him.
Ok enough hate....10 things I love.
1. my husband
2. my Heavenly Father
3. my family and friends
4. my job
5. spring--the trees here bloomed while we were gone and they are beautiful
6. the LDS gospel. It brings me more peace than I deserve and hope when I feel lost
7. modern bathrooms
8. disinfectants and cleaners
9. my clean house-minus the bathroom (asked Dan to clean it--might have to break down and do it myself)
10. last but not least my truck (which I have to give up-*@%#!!!")
11. Cedar Mountain
12. Souix sandstone--got to touch some in Nebraska
13. birth control
ok I feel much better now.
6 comments:
Why do you have to give up your truck? That sucks. Your stepdaughters are so cute!! And stick to your guns - make Dan clean that toilet!!
Glad you had a fun trip! It would be so hard to deal with all those feelings. I don't think I could do it. You're amazing though, so don't ever feel jealous!
What's up with you giving up your truck? Don't you need it?
What the truck? Oh, man, you're a better woman than I.
Your stepdaughters' pouty lip is too cute! How could you ever say no to a face like that?! I like your top 10 love list...it makes me happy! I'm sad about that beautiful truck though...you really can't keep it?
AND, i agree w/ melissa....make him clean the bathroom! it will make him appreciate you more (because 9 time out of 10, you're the one who does it)!
What is the deal with the truck? Your step daughters are so very cute.
There is a whole lot of things that you are going to have to deal with in your marrige and step things are not something that I can give you any advie about! So, have fun with that. I do not think that they will ever think you and Dan would put his girls in harms way. Just tell them about your experence in the nursery!
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